“I am Chavista”, I truly had no idea how devastating hearing those words could feel. First feeling; doubt. How could anyone touch Nicolás… — “I am Chavista”, I truly had no idea how devastating hearing those words could feel. First feeling; doubt. How could anyone touch Nicolás Maduro’s hand, let alone smile? It has to be fake. Then more videos, videos contradicting everything I’ve been hearing from friends and family since I left Caracas…